I had the most fantastic dream last night. It was my perfect world with my favorite people in it. That is all the Im saying about it because someone told me once, when I was little, that if I told someone my dream, then it wouldn't come true. I make sure to tell at least one person about my bad dreams to prevent this and keep the good ones closed up in my head. I have very vivid dreams and I almost always remember them...for a long time. Is that weird? Its so normal to me that I don't think it is. When I was little, like elementary little, I would dream about what would happen the next day. I always knew what my teachers were going to wear and I would have deja vu about 50 times a day. I once told my great grandma this and she told me that she did the same thing...and she was a preacher's wife-so not into all the junk. Is that weird that I used to be able to do that? I wish I still did. Sometimes. But seriously, it would rock if this dream, even a tiny smidge of it, came true...My heart beats faster just thinking about it...sigh.
Do you ever think about your ex's? There is one that I can't ever really let go of, no matter if Im happy with my life, unhappy with my life, etc. I haven't talked to him in over a year now, but I still think about him. Still get a little short of breath when I think about him. They say your first love is more addictive than coccaine...I believe it's true. Man, humans are messed up.